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Yes, I am nervous right now. My heart is beating than before. My mind is thinking to call someone to talk. I am nervous about my engagement tomorrow. I don't know why I forced my parents about marriage and it is so swift and fast. My goddess  Dakshineswar Kali  help me to overcome this nervousness. Till date I am alone and I didn't care much about myself. But addition to the family in the form of a wife. I have to think twice before I act like before in everything.  Will it be possible for me to financially manage the show?  Am I not doing anything wrong to her?  She is grown up in the rich family. She might not be aware of poor or poverty. Will she get adjust to the poverty and poor condition of ours?  Will she be able to adjust with my mother and to house?  She is taller than me and in a way we are not matching each other. But, we both obey our parents.